the day my life turns

712... July 12 2008
if and only if a year does not consist of this date
I won't be who I am today
a Lolita, a Harajuku lover, a Jrock music lover
an online-shopper(LOL?), a more optismic girl, a girl with bunch of friends
(yea...I used to be alone when I was in secondary school and 1st year of my Uni life)
It all thanks to a person, a girl, my master, Kamyu
you changed my life, my world...

Do u still remember the 1st time we talk to each other?
I do remember it well...
it was in FS, when I was still an ita
was trying to attempt Lolita
and u kindly point out that my outfit wasn't a Loli outfit

you'd chat with me and we chat about Bon Odori 2008
I said I was alone and don't wanna go
you said I can join you and your friends
and I'd met Aiko and Cathryn on that day too
I was so surprised, why is this stranger inviting me out? haha...
but luckily I went to meet you, I'm glad I did

the first impression you gave me is that you are a very passion girl
you're very kind, helpful, concerning people
and yes you are =)

the 2nd time we met is that you invited me to join your Visual-kei friends gathering
I have no Loli and you lend yours to me, even at the end you gave it to me
and I was thinking whats wrong with this girl for giving a so expensive clothes to a stranger
no, it's nothing wrong, you're just a too kind person. LOL

and because of this gathering, I had more and more friends
my life had become even more colorful
I'm not like the one I was last time
a quiet girl, no friends, depressed girl, no outing girl
and the most important, you breaked the "curse"
a "not longer than half-year friendship curse" I called it
we'd been friends for 2 years until now!

I know I'm a crybaby, troublesome(quite) "pet"
but you've accepted all my good and bads
I wanna say hundreds and thousands of thankyou to you
I wish upon the sky, let us remain friends forever and ever....

Never Had A Dream Come True

A song from long time ago. But i love it^^


Never Had a Dream Come True


Artist: S Club 7


Oooh-oooh


Everybody's got something


They had to leave behind


One regret from yesterday


That just seems to grow with time



There's no use looking back or wondering



(Or wondering)



How it could be now or might have been



(Or might have been)



All this I know but still I can't find ways



To let you go









I never had a dream come true



'Til the day that I found you



Even though I pretend that I've moved on



You'll always be my baby



I never found the words to say



You're the one I think about each day



And I know no matter where life takes me to



A part of me will always be with you, yeah









Somewhere in my memory



I've lost all sense of time (ah-ha, ha-ha)



And tommorow can never be



'Cos yesterday is all that fills my mind



There's no use looking back or wondering



(Wondering)



How it should be now or might have been



(Or might have been)



All this I know but still I can't find ways



To let you go









I never had a dream come true



'Til the day that I found you



Even though I pretend that I've moved on



You'll always be my baby



I never found the words to say



You're the one I think about each day



And I know no matter where life takes me to



A part of me will always be



You'll always be the dream that fills my head



Yes you will, say you will



You know you will, oh baby



You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget



It's no use looking back or wondering



(Or wondering)



Because love is a strange and funny thing



(And funny thing)



No matter how I try and try



I just can't say goodbye, no, no, no, no









I never had a dream come true



'Til the day that I found you



Even though I pretend that I've moved on



You'll always be my baby



I never found the words



(Never found the words to say) to say



You're the one I think about each day (each day)



And I know no matter where life takes me to



A part of me will always be



A part of me will always be with you, ooh

EDIT EDIT!!!

photo editing software is so convinience nowadays （)´д`(）

simple to use (well, simple to download as well) xP

and, most important(?) it can make you a SUPER pretty girl/ handsome boy



no matter whether you are fat/crooked nose/dark skin/moon-surfaced-skin

you still can become a perfect pretty girl/boy ヽ(゜∀゜)メ(゜∀゜)メ(゜∀゜)ノ

by~~~ yea... photo editing software!

say BANZAI to PS, MT, and etc etc ＼(≧▽≦)／＼(≧▽≦)／



well, I admit~ I do editings too.

but most of the time I edit on lightings only

and most probably add my signature on it (。>ω<。)

turn myself more perfect? no thanks I would say.

I'm not willing to turn myself into a cartoon/plastic-surgery-like (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ



but sometimes, I did some extras on it too (*｀▽´*)

adding shinny stuffs, changing background, lomo-fying, etc.

but nope♪ no editings on my eyes, nose, body shape,skin ♪

(my skin condition wasn't "revealed" bcoz my hp's resolution wasn't tht good)



Example of editing? here goes you:

*Before editing*

*After*

yea yea~ it looks totally different right? the feel of the photo?

it makes me "look" prettier by just adding the shinny stuffs and editing the background

interesting huh? nope, this is not interesting enough ψ(｀∇´)ψ

wanna see more epic ones?

tell me, I give ya the link *evilishh*

nyahaha ψ(｀∇´)ψ LOL

blogging

*laziness wins*

I am lazy... yes I am =.=


promised myself to write my blog like I write a diary

an everyday task

yea... and I failed to do that (´･ω･`)

lol



but nothing happened

what to write about??? ﾊｧ━(-д-；)━ｧ...

(it somehow makes me think of my diary when I was a kid)

all that I wrote are the same(っ´ω｀c)

eg. today i go to school and i do homework and i come home and i watch tv and i play computer and i eat lunch and i.........and i........

erm, yea, I know...

its full of "and I" bla bla bla...oTL

but I think that's what a kid would have written isn't it?＼(≧▽≦)


ah... I hope my mom haven't throw it away (-_-z))....

feel like wanna keep it like my precious. LOL